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Been living a terrible lie for the past 2 years

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 24, 2014, 12:35 PM
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Can you believe that the levels of pressure ive been using its the one on top and not the one under?






For past two years, ive been on a several depression, works taking like 3 times the amount it took me , i was like maybe, because im learn new things and im leveling up by adding extra effort, i noticed people uploading art and art like they were eating candies, this depressed me more, why its taking too long, why my work looks like its 80% finished but why i cant get the 20% right, why even if i spend 3 extra days on the image why still looks like a 80% painting? WHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? What am i doingwrong , did i just forgot my talent? Did my talent expired just like that. Comments like this were in my mind each time i was working on a new piece, moving the hand and not getting the line i wanted, if i wanted a gray color i had to choose a gray color or will be impossible to get same gray with using a black on my tablet, there were no light pressure on my tablet, its like the first 30% of the pressure were erased.

Tried the most crazy curve lines in pressure to get rid off it, many times i thought i had finally cured my tablet but was only  a placebo effect. if i barely touched the screen the presure will jump to a terrible 30%, i as cursed, i coundnt stroke the wayi used, all this time i was like trying to do a goo piece using just crayons in a 3 inches paper, thats how my hand felt. I also was liying to myself saying like well maybe its the levels of pressure i just cant handle 2048 levels of pressure maybe my older tablets of 1024 were better for my hand, i was living  a lie.




Each time i did a stroke was almost impossible to match the past one, it was like rolling a dice to the floor and see what amount of pressure would come out.



All people had know my terrible burden i had ever since i bought my new cintiq 22hd, with first version not been able to click on corners, and a terrible noise sound, wacom repair it twice  but both times  wasnt good, then Wacom were kindly to give me a new one, but it was 8 months. Then noticed the jitter pressure almost unnotizable, talked to wacom, search forums, nobody knew was causing this, even burn a mother board by moving its bios had to buy a new one called gigabyte. Only to notice months later it was the power electricity of the house that had the problem, the electricity in my home wasnt grounded,  after fixing my electricity connection my cintiq worked good but somethign was missing.


Ive spent two years of my life, reading going to forums, moving a bit bios, unplugging buying extra usb ports, moving cable, i mean i did everything, except for this little thing. Turn off the XHCI MODE on bios, same as legacy usb. After doing that i had to reinstall the driver and all worked super well.



For the first time in two years im happy again doing digital, in the past two years, i had some depression thinking i was the problem, i was like why i cant get edges look good and fast like i used to do with my old cintiq. Now i finally found the cure.

I will explain the process of what i did in my website, and to explain what xhci mode does to your pc.



MORE INFO YOU MIGHT FIND USEFUL ON MY WEBSITE, LINK BELOW.

www.elsevilla.net/#!XHCI-MODE-…



But now im happy. Thats only what it matters, IM BACK.

Gugure! Kokkuri San

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 21, 2014, 5:38 PM
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This is my new drug, i wasnt expecting this anime to be that good, the balance of jokes and drama its top notch. I almost cry near the ending when you can feel her loneliness, and the music and angles and compositions  its magical you can feel the loneliness of the girl.


This had become one of my top priorities to watch this season.


I highly recommend it.




Lets do a gift livestream

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 17, 2014, 8:31 PM
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I was filling down as usual about my skills, when i open my email and had a surprise gift, from someone in canada aka :iconmoonbeam13: out of nowhere she paid for me a year subscription of deviant art. She had no reason she didnt asked anything, she just did it because because ....i dont know. But she is a good person thats for sure.

I noticed she has a carpet of wonder woman, lets do a diane sketch for her.


Lets see how it ends. click on livestream channel on top.

Amagi Brilliant Park

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 17, 2014, 7:50 PM
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This is a hidden anime, that most people dont even know about it, this is my guilty pleasure anime. Whats the topic of this anime, save an amusement fairy theme park.



I can stop thinking in Harui Suzumiya, it has that vibe all over it, because its so freakign weird. The plot its really really simple, or is it? Dialogues are really good, doesnt fall on the clitche like saying same words over and over and over just because sounds cute.


I cant recommend this anime to males, because doesnt have action, but if you liked Suzumiya you probably gonna like this one too.

I not gonna lie, watching the numbers and the goal they need at the end of the episode got me hooked.








live streaming lets do thisss

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 15, 2014, 8:10 PM
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Click on channel,  i know its been a while see ya there.

Parasyte, the maxim

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 15, 2014, 8:09 PM
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Probably you havent heard about this manga adaptation, i must say its one of the coolest soties i had read longtime ago, tell cool thing its that the manga ended, so i expect it to be closer to the manga, there is no need for rushed ending or bad fills.


When i first heard the music of the intro, i buts myself laughing out loud, i mean autotune mixed with heavy hard rock, i mean is an horrible combination, i was like, they are trying too hard to please younger audience, i cant picture a serious manga story, for example Elfen Lied with an intro like this. Same for the action they added dubstep, i mean comeeeeee onnn dubstep?


This anime deserved an orchestra, but i must say i slowly started digesting the music to a so so, because the animation and story its top notch, they added a few stuff to make it funny, i must say i was laughing ont he restroom scene.


This story has a good balance of plot and action, if you like sci fi with  violent scenes like Elfen lied, this is an anime you must need to add to your list.




Finally Nanatsu no Taizai

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 14, 2014, 9:51 AM
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Been following this manga almost a year ago, and i talked with some friends about it and they had no clue what i was talking about. I told them is like one piece full metal alchemist with gore, lots and lots of gore. Dont let the style of drawings fools you, this is an epic adventure.


The story is about one girl asking for help to one  bar owner, i wish i could tell more but it will spoil the story.


This is one anime you dont want to miss.




Gundam Reconguista in G

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 10, 2014, 6:56 PM
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Im truly surprised about this anime, has a retro feel to it, must be the fact that they draw each pose by hand and the frames between is really low, like some frames are missing. Also the fact that the mechas are drawn by hand, this makes the animation to look more artistic. Its been a while since i saw mechas drawn by hand, probably the last oen was gurren laggan.



Male protagonist, and more of the males looks like girls. I dont know about you guys, but this season most male characters in all series look like girls, if i show you just the face and do a contest to knwo the gender of the character all people will say its female.


Also male character reminds me a lof ot the female protagonist from Macros frontier.

Just look at her in this picture witht he green hair, now look at the male protagonist from Gundam, its basically same character.









Now check the video , i highly recomend this anime, the visuals are impressive.




Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 9, 2014, 8:58 PM
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Touched by this anime, this is a romantic life flick. Im not sure if i can recommend this for boys, but, if you liked 5cm per second, guy falls in lvoe with girl, with normal dialogues, no moe crap things, a bit funny, a bit sad. Im a big fan of the studio Animation(reversed), they caught me ever since Honey and Clover.



This is an anime you must see, a good change of pace, from adventure gore and fan service, Is touching and makes you think.






Shingeki no Bahamut: Genesis

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 6, 2014, 3:26 PM
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It has incredible art quality, havent seen a series this good since Record of Lodoss war. I just couldnt believe this was a series, they look like an ova.


Mix Samurai Champloo, with the personality of the fun kid from Pïn Pong anime, mix record of lodoss war, mix karas and  a game card. Probably this is one of the best fantasy adaptations i had seen from a videogame.


A must see.




I am the Bone of my sword, returns

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 5, 2014, 7:33 AM
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Finally my favorite character returns "Archer", we all know the quality of Ufotable films, so i already knew what i was expecting to see but i was wrong. After watching the fight of Archer versus Lancer my mind blown away. Ufotable just raised the bar once more. Even if i already know what its going to happen in the story of Fate stay night, the approach of first episode was impressive, watching Rin point of perspective.


This is probably going to be the king of animation this season, this feels like a movie and not a tv series.


If you are Fan of Type Moon, this is a series you must watch.



Wonderful Days

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 1, 2014, 8:56 PM
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I will started recomending animations jewels, you probably didnt even heard of them. If you are tired of too much fanservice you should check out for this one. What was impressive for those days was the solid 3d animation, imeasn this movie is really old.


was made in 2003. mayb the trailer will convince you. I should do a pin up of her. Hear the music, one of the coolest trailer i had seen in a while.






Its on Netflix, go and check it out.

Book 4 Korra

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 26, 2014, 11:25 PM
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OOOOOOHHHHH myyyyyy Gooodddddddddddddddddddddddddd The new design of Korra iis eye candy with that hair cut and those sleeves on her arms, i just want to draw her already.



Did Korra says what i belive she says at the end?


My mind freak out when i heard her name.




New Deviantart skin

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 15, 2014, 3:07 PM
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I ws confused moments ago, but i must say i started enjoying it, looks fresh and more updated. People will be confused at first and will want to go back, this always happens with change, imean each new version of corel painter i want to get back, but once you get used you will start noticing the advantanges.


I cant remember if they changed the buttons too?

What doy ou think, do you feel strange too at first?



BEST PART OF ALL, IT LOOKS GREAT ON MY CELPHONE, FINALLY I DONT HAVE TO ZOOM IN OR OUT.

Friday night live stream

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 12, 2014, 8:55 PM
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A bit tired, but its fun to work on forgotten pieces, thats where you can see your improvements over time. Come join us, if you didnt go out to drink and dance.


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Painting live for a while

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 23, 2014, 12:41 PM
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Sleeep really bad, cant focuss on commissions works right now, but i dont want to spent a day without drawing, join us in live channel link.

Korra surpasses Aang tv series(spoilers)

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 23, 2014, 10:48 AM
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Epic spoilers dont read.



This is the season i wanted to see compared with past two, cool characters, epic fights, not cheap endings for cool villians like past two seasons that feel rushed. Now the series aint focussed in just Korra save us, feels like old Aang saga, were everyone has a role to play.

When i was watching korra fighting in avatar state i just was on my edge of my seat. When i saw Tenzen  figthing like a bad ass, was the first time i saw a master airbender in beast mode, there were tons of epic moments on each chapter.

The tatoo ceremony was epic, i just couldnt stop my manly tears coming out from my eyes. Watching Korra a character i  didnt liked for the past two seasons too much annoying and overpowered, watching her in that state in the end of episode 13, for the fisrt time i cared about her. Its the first time i see her as a normal young girl.


Did anyone noticed Aang theme, when they create a tornado, that moment was epic. Im thinking getting this season in bluray when i comes out, this has to be the most epic battles i had seen, sadly in Avatar saga, you wont see it as good as this, maybe only in the final episode fighting the fire lord.

But oooohhhh man that slowmo moments they add are epic.


Probably thi is the first time Korra series makes me rewatch each episode more than 3 times.


What do you think of Korra in a wheel chair, probably pulling out the metal ruined her nerve system, she will probably wont be able to walk again or simply, she is still dying and have no much time left.

The ending of that episode was so emotional. A new beggining for the girl becoming a master, and an ending for another character..... Korra. Just like life.

Key master live

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 20, 2014, 1:58 PM
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A client piece, for a cool table game from Succubus. Join us, click on live channel.