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Ego vs tirednessThe other day a friend told me that he meet an artist he liked in a con in san diego, and he said to me that he was a real douchebag. I replied to him, does he was all day signing to a lot of people at the both?, did he had pain in his back?, do you catch him running like crazy to the bathroom and you wanted to tell him the story of your life? Did you interrupt him talking to a friend he havent seen in 8 years? When you were talking to him the line was big so he interrupt you to give minutes to the person you didnt see at your back? Did he was sick and taking pills at the booth? Did he receive a call that he wont get paid and got mad? Did a close family member died recently and he just wants to be alone and shows no interest in your talking about Dragon Ball?
Those are the questions people never make, they just say i talked to him, didnt got the reaction i was expecting, soooooo, he must be a douche.
Strange because i used to think the same w

Why people think art should be cheapI mean some people even think that digital art should be cheaper than traditional, because there is no original.
Its funny when people ask tons of things in a drawing, like 30 characters fighting a 12 dragons, and they think they can get it cheaper than a pencil drawing, because in the computer there must be a secret brush that makes all of this in 2 hours.
Sadly, painted style in digital takes more time than traditional. Artists says its easier, because you have more control. But sadly textures are cooler in traditional, and easier.
I remember 4 or 5 years ago when started thinking bout digital, i said damn if i learn digital, i will skip drawings and paint directly, this will make my life easier, it will take me less time to finish a product, like i can even finish 3 drawings in just a day, yeahhh i should try that.
5 years later, i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wroonnngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
So i used to think the same about speed, but not about price.
So wh

Every Watcher Feature Part Twelve467. ~xXangelbiteXx -441. ~k-zhiryus
NGH college has been keeping me crazy busy and tired, I literally get home everyday, dump my bags on the floor and crawl into bed ;_; So now I'm FINALLY on my 2 week break, so here's the new watchers feature!! Give em some looove

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Proof That Russel Brand is Our New GODOkay, I don't know if this is really old or not, I haven't even yet looked at when it was uploaded, but I must share.
Ya'll know the WBC right? People who call themselves Christian and then basically act like Hitler's personal army, muuuuuch more so than the KKK ever had during their run?
Just look at how Russel Brand deals with them.
Just, how can he be so calm? How? I may rant and rave online but in real life I can keep my cool - but I know that five seconds with these guys, I would have taken that sign, beaten baldie's head in, then shove it up the ass of the other guy.

Okay, maybe not, but damn I know I would think hard about it.
Russel Brand, you are amazing. Anyone who can stay that calm if they're talking face to face with members of the WBC like that - they deserve awards for being the most Buddhist person ever.
And - THE HOLY SPIRIT AIN'T GOT A PEN.
JUST. OH CHRIST. PFFF.

Well shit.In thought and philosophy I am eloquent and intelligent. I can turn a flower into a tragedy and a skull into something beautiful. I can soar on wings of vocabulary and color the sky with the wonderful words I love so much. If I could speak them I would be dangerous. Alas, when I open my mouth it all comes crashing down around my ears. Why would I be given such a gift if I couldn't share it with the dying world around me? I just want to touch something with my pigment. I hope that maybe I can shade something with my true colors. Just one thing. It could be a person, a squirrel, a wall for all I care. If one photon of light tinged with my hue reached someone and they were affected by it, I could die happy. I want to shout my words from a roof top. If just one person heard me –really heard what I had to say- and understood I would be happy. I am, however, doomed to be forever tongue tied and painted into the back ground by the world I want to touch. Such is the tragedy of the wanderer.

Completely pointless rant. Feel free to ignore.Aaaaaaaaaaaalright. It's three in the bloody morning over here. I'm tired as fuck. And...
I'm pissed off.
Why? Because of the insensitive, idiotic people in this world. It's just... I don't even know. I have this thing where as soon as I see someone who just... I can't really explain it. But I'm sure you all know what I mean by insensitive and idiotic. We all have our own definitions, but they're all similar.
Some of you might find this entertaining to read, that's fine. But I'm not joking here, I'm ~~Tired as hell and pissed off at anything that moves ( aka, moaning for the sake of moaning )~~ fed up with dealing with these kind of people.
What I mean is, people who don't put a thought into anything they say, the people who only think about themselves. Now, I'm not saying you can't care about yourself, but it's important to give a fuck about other people too, wouldn't you agree? If you don't agree, that's cool. But I'm just saying what I need to say. Basically I'm letting

LOOKKKKK!!!!!!

Help PlzGuys.
I can't stop bloody going on tumblr.
I don't even have an account on there.
I just go there.
And spend my boring evenings there.
What da crapola.
Send help.
*flails*
God dammit I'm still stuck on that ItalyxReader
fack.
Aaaaalso.... I'm on my Christmas holidays now. Yay.
:iconyeyplz:

I can't... [Vent-ish]OMG, two journals in one day. You can kill me if you want.
I feel like collapsing, seriously. I have just been hit with guilt.
GUILT.
Oh God, it hurts, so much.
I feel so bad. I could of helped. But, oh no, I had to be a stupid, stupid, STUPID girl, who cared what other people thought.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?! I could of helped! I could of changed everything!
WHY?
Ask, if you want to know the story.
Seriously, I kinda wanted sleep for the rest of my life. But now I'm gonna have THIS haunting me.
Whoopdeedoo.
; A ;

Beautiful...

Isn't it?

;-;
Anyway, news;
I finally got my own printer, so I'm printing up fuck loads of book notes and things.
And also my lovely Siamese fighting fish Spike died

I have a new one, who is a beautiful dark blue and turquoise in colour. I named him Vince after Vince Noir from 'The Mighty Boosh' because he's one FABULOUS looking fish.

'Kill the Gays' bill imminent - you can help stopYou've probably heard that members of the Ugandan Parliament are, once again, moving forward with their Anti-Homosexuality Bill -- better known as the "Kill the Gays" bill because of its draconian consequences for LGBT Ugandans and their allies. The bill calls for imprisonment or death to those who are LGBT, imprisonment for those who help LGBT folks, and even imprisonment for those who know that someone is LGBT and don't report them to the authorities.
Where did this bill come from? The United States. This bill was created and the fires beneath it were stoked by American right-wing evangelicals like Scott Lively, Rick Warren, Lou Engle, and many others. Though some have now backtracked from their role in moving this bill forward, many are pressing forward -- delighted at their success.. The worst part is that there are also American politicians who are connected through a secretive group called "The Family" who have the power to put an end to this bi

Happy Birthday(s)Today is my friend's birthday: :iconinvadertanuki: Wish her a good one. Today is also ANOTHER friend of mine, I suppose you could say... it's a special day today. He's not really a friend of mine, so much as a part of me. His name is Varren, and his birthday is November 27th. Which would be today. *Ahem* Happy birthday to thee. Happy birthday to thee. Happy birthday, dear Varren and Madisooooooon. Happy birthday to youuuuuuu-and many mooooore.

20 Point Commissions!YOU HEARD RIGHT MWAHAHAHA!!
THAT'S LIKE 25c FOR A DRAWING!!
HOWEVER: There is a catch- you could get a simple cartoon sketch BUT you might win a proper, full colour headshot..
I'm doing this because I need another 200

(though more would be even better of course..) to reach 1000 so I can give them away in a contest I'm planning

So yup- comment here with a link to the character you want, donate 20 points (or more if you're feeling generous

) and I'll link you to them as soon as they're up

I'll draw any character or person and there is no limit (well, within reason..) of the number of pictures you want!
This is the kind of thing you can expect:

(I do spend more time on those who are generous hehehe XDDD)
AAAAND one person'll get a proper headshot painting

I'll use a random number generator to choose, with anyone buying more than one getting more numbers.
K GO!!

Just a little rant...Okay, as many of my watchers know, I am profoundly Pro-Choice, and I like a good debate here and there, even if I lose it I enjoy my time. I know sometimes I can get a little bitchy, but that's due to some of the anti-choicers ignorance

But yeah: Today someone submitted a cartoon that wasn't theirs. You all might know it? The one where some guy is all: "God why do you let all this happen where's the scientists/cancer curer/next pope (like that's a positive thing?) etc?!" and then God's all: "YOU ABURTEDZ DEM LULZ!11"
Yeah, they posted that. And I told them that it was art theft and that they could get into serious trouble over it. So they deleted it and instead of doing a journal entry about it, they posted it in the poetry section.
Now I'm thinking: "YAY! Debate time

" so I posted a comment telling them that the potential of a Fetus means nothing in the abortion debate and what happens? They delete it and leaves a message saying: "ALL NASTY COMMENTS GET DELETED!!!"
I mean, seriou

ProgressAlright. I'm sure that some of you people know about the new series that I've posted starring Megan. Since I couldn't think of a proper name for the book, I just decided to call it, "Megan's Story." So far, on chapter 2, I think that I'm one-third of the way of being done. I should prooobably have it submitted in the next few days or so. Sorry that I can't do a chapter a day, but there's a lot to write, and not much time to write it, considering the fact that my medication only lasts for so long. So, yeah, there's the progress of Megan's Story: Chapter 2.
In all honesty, I'd have to say that it's, like, ten-billion times better than Symphrax's Massacre. Seriously, Symphrax's Massacre had no real... plot. Just a demon placed in front of a bunch of soldiers and... yeah, mindless slaughtering. It was holding me back, because it got rid of a whole lot of possibilities. For example: he kills all the people. Then what? Seriously, it's... just weird, when all the people are dead and gone. Tha

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After realizing my drawings wasnt punching enough, and watching competition getting this awesome new level, decided to pack some cloths and runs to the woods. Training time.

Spend several days without food, on a lotus position below a waterfall, trying to get the armony of the color universe.

Realized that it didnt worked, so i returned to my home defeated, grabbed my computer, and watched an episode of Black rock star shooter.

A tale inside the anime caught my attention, the bird that wanted all pretty colors in the world, that when he got them mixed she became dull color and died.

Ive screamed thatssss ittttttt.

Returned to the waterfall, and killed a teddy bear with my bare hands, soon i realized i was ready, while walking in slow motion with the sun at my back, people said who was that awesome drunk stranger., Who knows but he looked bad ass with his rayban pilot glasses while killing that teddy toy bear from a little girl.

Returned to my home, erased all of my brushes, yes you heard that right, all of my brushes and work settings of painter, decided to start creating new ones from scracth.

Likea fenix rising up to the sun, while pooping cotton candy.

Ive decided to use less colors.

So feel free to join us this saturday on a live stream, while ive attempt to do something cute.

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Listening to: blazblue
Reading: imagine fx
Watching: Rio
Playing: super streetfighter 4
Eating: my pride
Drinking: some weird stuff

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~Leonidas666 Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Wow! Revelations... Can't wait to see the new stuff.

~colorWIRED Mar 21, 2012 Student Digital Artist

I was going to say something like OMG UR SO INSPIRATIONALZ. But then i realized that i dont have any money to go to the nearest waterfall. and i love my teddybears too much

I will have to find an alternate approach. Probably go get lost in openspace and die by dehydration.

~colorWIRED May 4, 2012 Student Digital Artist

Wow. reading this comment a month later i realize that i would still do that lol.

~Raving-Psychotic Mar 18, 2012

Hahaha, I always love reading your journals!!! You have the best ways of expressing things.

HIDE YO COLOURS, HIDE YO TEDDY BEARS!

~Xuruki Mar 18, 2012 Digital Artist

That girl needs a spare one !
How about Drawing without colors till youre no longer sick of em '? Monochrome has its own benefits too !
Just look at your DeviantID.
"And soon you will be craving to use colors again,or not~"

~Rakkiya Mar 18, 2012 Student General Artist

...the fuck?! xD

*JoanmarkustBabot Mar 18, 2012 Professional Digital Artist

Fuck yeah! that's too much cool!!!

Where the hell is that waterfall??? please tell

That's the real artist behavor

=elsevilla Mar 18, 2012 Professional Digital Artist

in basaseachi, like 3 hours from were i live

*JoanmarkustBabot Mar 19, 2012 Professional Digital Artist

México!!! acabo de ver unas fotos en google llevado por la curiosidad. Que suerte!! es un lugar precioso al que escapar de vez en cuando : )

~SlyFXZ Mar 18, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Ha! It was you! You killed my teddy!

You villain!

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